some days i wake up and i literally wonder what the hell i am doing with my life. i only know of 2 things i want from this life
1. i want to be free to travel as far and as long as i want
2. i want love, real love. not the shitty i will accept your love cause its the best i can get love. no. i want the heads over heels, im-in-so-deep-i-cant-get-out kind of love. i know a lot of people associate that kind of love with the whole co-dependency thing. but that’s not what im after, i want my space, i want to be my own self without that person. but with that person i am the BEST version of myself. they bring out the best in me.. thats what i want. i 100% believe in soulmates, i believe there is 1 person out there for you that will love and treasure you unconditionally, but in saying that i know that your soulmate doesnt necessarily need to be a partner, they can be your best friend or family. i just want to experience love, and its so hard in todays society when all people want is sex, sex, sex. people stray and cheat and hurt the ones they are supposed to love because temptation is too hard to say no to. dont freaking commit to someone and then cheat on them behind their back. you cant have the best of both worlds, life doesn’t work that way. don’t toy with peoples emotions and their heart that is wrong. you love or once loved that person so why treat them the way you have been?
sooooo… this post was supposed to be about life goals but i strayed far from that and talked about love and cheating. aw man.